I've never been so disappointed as now. I've never felt so many reasons to be sorry for the things that I have done and for those things that I have failed to do. I've pushed away my own values, morals, beliefs out of convenience. Scared of resent from those close to me and some that aren't even that THAT close to me. I have failed as a sister, as a daughter, as a child of God.

Sure I've done some good things, but I have failed in the most important things.